Lather, Rinse, Repeat
The other day Christian and I were in the car talking about various people that we know and a particular couple who had split up and had reconciled what ever relationship they had. I was the one, again, who was the destroyer of their relationship or the scapegoat. Childishly I was deleted from the facebook off one of their pages and Christian was not.
Xtian: Why does everyone end up hating you in the end?
Me: I have no idea.
Xtian: They ask you for advice and you’re always right and they end up hating you.
Me: It always happens…no matter what…I always end up alone and people hate me when I tell them the truth.
I will say that I’m highly intuitive. I can usually accurately tell you what is going to happen to people in situations and tell them what their other one is really thinking…or even the person looking at me. I would never ever ever use the “P” word because for some reason it has made me uncomfortable. I just have always been able to understand human beings…but confused why they lie soo much! Why they keep so much inside.
Back to the point, so this person doesn’t talk to me anymore. I was helpful for one day and now I’m no longer helpful!
This has happened a lot of my life and I wonder when it gets boring and tired. It doesn’t really…it’s like…I helped them and then I am being scape goated till they realize that their relationship is crap. If I am the thing they have to blame for hurting their relationship and the reason they broke up…so be it.
It just…never ceases to amaze me…it continues to amaze me. Intuitive? Gift? Curse? *Shrugs*
